There was a close and friendly darkness to the room they chose that day. It was one of the inner, smaller areas of the ship that the crew normally didn't congregate in so they had every right to believe they would be alone.
"We only have so much time," Elly whispered breathlessly as they rushed inside. "It's almost lunch and they'll come looking for us."
Zoro chuckled wickedly. "More than enough time if you shut up."
"Bastard." She stuck her tongue out, tugging on his haramaki to pull him closer.
Zoro quickly stood over her, bending so their lips could meet. He placed his palms on the wall on either side of her head, his stance possesive. This was something she told him she enjoyed, so he'd taken to playing it up more. He growled low in his throat before pressing his mouth to hers.
His broad shoulders concealed her completely above but her tail curled around his left leg, a clear indication of who he was with. He'd just deepened the kiss and moved closer, his hips jerking in anticipation of touch, when the door suddenly opened. A shaft of light from the other room flooded in and they were seen by three astonished crew members at once.
Chopper clattered to the ground as he sat in shock. Sanji choked out loud and Luffy gagged violently as he shoved a hand over his mouth.
"<i>Ewwwwww</i>, Zoro, what the hell are you doing!"
Sanji immediately froze in place by the scenario in front of him, but soon recovered enough to slap his captain over the head. "We had this discussion, idiot."
"Yeah, but his <i>tongue</i> was in her mouth!"
"'Cooties' don't exist!"
Elly bit her lip and nodded when Zoro motioned for her to escape off to the side. She gratefully melted into the darkness, hiding in a corner waiting to be forgotten or at least for them to leave.
In the meantime Sanji and Chopper were both stressing there were no major health risks to kissing ... none of which involved a fictional bug, anyway.
"Okay, okay!" Luffy crammed his hat tighter on his head, pouting. "I didn't really think that. But it's still gross." However, now that his initial disgust was over, he saw a rare opportunity to roast his first mate. "Besides, we all saw it," he informed him smugly. The huge grin on his face grew wider, testing the boundaries of his stretching capability.
The door opened again and Usopp's long nose preceeded him as he poked inside. "Hey, what's all the yelling about?"
"We caught moss head making out with Angel." Sanji paused, then did a double take as he remembered. Outraged, he stomped forward. "What were <i>you doing</i> kissing her like that?!"
"Ah haaaa!" Luffy laughed out loud.
"What?" Zoro glared at him but to no avail; once his captain had an idea in his head he was going through with it.
"Not just kissing!" Luffy howled with glee, pounding the decking with his feet and fists. "You were practically sucking her face off!"
"Ew, Luffy," Ussop groaned. "I wasn't there. The visual was <i>not</i> needed."
"Why didn't you tell anyone you were a couple?" Sanji huffed angrily. "I'd have been shouting it off all the rooftops."
"Maybe she's not that into him."
"Or <i>he's</i> not."
"Uh, guys," Usopp pointed out nervously, "we're talking about Zoro... and he looks kinda angry. Maybe we should go?"
"You're all fucking nuts." Zoro waved a hand dismissively at the group and was about to leave when Chopper blocked his path. He raised an eyebrow, his face like a thundercloud but starting to burn red across the bridge of his nose. "Don't -"
"Uh, Zoro are you being, you know, careful..?"
"Damn it!" He spun around and stormed off without answering.
Elly had long snuck out through another door at the end of the room. She was standing at the bow watching the sea birds fly around their ship when he found her.
"Stupid cat!"
"Hmm, what?" She didn't move but her ears perked up.
"Everyone saw us," Zoro snapped.
"I know."
"Well?!"
She thought about it for a little while, changing her view to watch the waves break against the hull instead. "Are you ashamed of me?"
"<i>What?</i>"
"You never wanted anyone to know we were together."
"Look what happens," he grunted.
"Okay." She took a deep breath and placed a hand on his arm. The touch was light and he noticed it felt different right away, reacting with a deeper frown than he intended. Elly let the hand fall, her smile faltering with it. Yet her voice remained firm and unwavering when she spoke. "I'm sorry. If you want to end whatever we had, let me know. I... well, honestly, I knew this would happen. I just didn't know when."
"Whatever we <i>had</i>?"
"I was hoping for a little more time," she admitted softly, a breathy catch finally creeping into her speech that hinted how near to tears she was.
"What the <i>hell</i> are you talking about?" The big man caught her by both shoulders and spun her sideways to face him. "Why are you being so fucking dramatic?!"
"I am <i>not</i> 'being dramatic'," she hissed, the first tears springing into the corners of her eyes.
Zoro shook his head crossly. "You're crying and it has something to do with me. Spit it out already."
"I'm telling you, that's fine!" Her voice raised until she was nearly shouting, fists clenched at her sides. "<i>I know I'm not important to you</i>! I <i>knew</i> we were just having fun and now it's over because we got caught. Now go away before I actually start crying because I <i>don't</i> want you to <i>see</i>!"
Zoro stood there impassively for a long moment - too long, because she couldn't hold it in anymore and started weeping. He scratched his chest, staring off into the sky while a slight burn spread across his ears and nose. "You idiot," he finally sighed in a resigned tone.
"I know! Just go!"
"I <i>said</i> you're an idiot. I <i>didn't</i> say you were right. Get over here."
"Wha - hey!" He reached out and pulled her into his arms, enfolding her in them and pressing her to his upper body. She struggled but he tightened his grip ever so slightly and she realized she wasn't going anywhere. It didn't hurt; she was embarrassed more than anything and wanted to escape. "Hey," she spluttered, half-crying and half-angry, "let me go!"
"No." He casually glanced around, noticed a flurry of activity on the top deck nearest them, and sighed. "Quit trying to hide, you suck at it," he called out to his eavesdropping crewmates.
Several heads popped up one after the other. "Sorry Zoro!" Chopper scrambled to jump up on the railing so he could talk. "Luffy said you were acting funny, I thought you might be sick!"
Elly giggled faintly through her tears. Zoro shot her a look that clearly said <i>I'm so tired of this shit</i> and then shook his head, addressing the little reindeer. "I'm fine. It's almost lunch, we'll be there in a minute."
Chopper hesitated, looking at Elly's flushed face and wet cheeks with concern.
"It's okay," she told him with a weak smile. He pouted a little but nodded and walked off, his hooves clopping lightly on the deck. The others hesitated, but seeing the big man was fully intending to stay still until they left, soon followed suit.
"I'm gonna clobber Luffy," Zoro muttered when they were alone again. He let her go and she took a wobbly step back.
"Yeah, yeah. You <i>were</i> bright red, though."
"The sun is hot."
"We only just came outdoors."
Zoro groaned, his hand coming up to rub at his remaining eye. "Shut up, cat."
"Yeah."
"Not like <i>that</i>," he ground out between clenched teeth with a look of absolute frustration. "I need to say something."
Elly looked up while bracing herself and watched the big man struggle to express what he wanted to say. He thought for several minutes and she hardened her heart with each second lost, fearing the worst.
She finally gave up. "I think your silence is just about as good as words, yeah?" Her voice was quietly regretful. "I'm sorry."
He made a strangled sound and grabbed her arm when she tried pushing past. "Wait!"
"<i>No</i>!" She hissed, tearing out of his grasp. "I thought, I don't know, you were so gentle sometimes, what I thought I saw... I thought..." Elly shook her head, closing her eyes tight against the memories. "It hurts but I'll be fine."
"The fuck..?" He watched her leave, more confused than ever.
Lunch was awkward that day.
Elly sat beside Sanji instead of him, and the usually amorous chef knew not to bother her as he normally would. He attended to her carefully, noting she wasn't interested in eating and pulling out real cream to make a small drink she could sip instead. She was the first to leave, pleading a headache, and there were a few glances cast Zoro's way that he steadfastly ignored.
He continued to act as if nothing was wrong, even when anyone tried to talk to him on her behalf.
After the third time Elly fled from him when she noticed his approach, however, he was anything other than indifferent.
Sanji raised one curly eyebrow when the swordsman barged into the kitchen after dinner. People usually left him alone when he was washing up because they'd get roped into helping. He calmly rinsed a couple more plates off, the only sound the water rushing from the faucet and dinnerware clanking together.
It took several minutes for Zoro to speak. "Is there any more of that cold beer?"
"Maybe." Sanji wiped his hands dry on a towel and grabbed a bottle from the fridge. "Here."
"Thanks." He grunted and drank.
"I don't know how the fuck you landed that woman, but you sure screwed it up." He started stacking the dry plates, his back to the other man.
"I didn't 'land' shit!"
"Obviously!" He turned his head to snarl at him.
Zoro slammed the bottle down angrily, but his tone changed when he spoke next. "She keeps running away from me," he muttered.
"Of course she does!" Sanji finished putting the dishes away, shutting the cabinet door much harder than usual in exasperation. "She likes you, <i>why</i> I can't <i>possibly</i> understand -"
"You sonofa -!"
"Shut up!" He kicked the bench near the swordsman for emphasis. "You didn't tell her you loved her back, right?"
"She knows." Zoro grunted sourly. "What's that got to do with anything."
"She <i>doesn't</i> know, you idiot! She won't let herself be alone with you because she thinks all you want is sex and she's afraid she'll give in when you try again."
Zoro sat without so much as blinking for a few seconds, completely stunned for once while his crew mate lit a cigarette.
"I know 'cause I've done that," Sanji admitted. "Not my finest fucking hour, but I knew I had a shot. The woman told me afterwards and I felt like shit since we were leaving the next day."
"I wasn't going to -"
"You weren't?"
"No!"
"So." He lowered his cigarette to blow a cloud of white smoke out in a long, even breath. "You wouldn't have made some half-assed attempt at an apology and thought everything was immediately better? Better enough for a fuck?"
Zoro's lower lip thrust out pugnaciously. "Bastard," he growled under his breath.
"Don't push her." The blond-haired man shrugged, brushing his bangs into place with his free hand. "Say whatever you're feeling and then back off."
Zoro waited until he found a chance to speak with her alone. After patiently tailing her all day, he noticed her going into the bottom half of the ship and heading for the aquarium. He caught up with her but simply stood for a long minute, watching her stare at the fish darting amongst the waving kelp strands.
"I know you're there."
He grunted, moving to stand beside her. "Yeah."
"What do you want?"
"You're upset."
"Really?" Elly's ears flattened back. "No, really? Did you figure that out all by yourself?"
His frown deepened. "You don't have to be an ass."
"Maybe I don't, but I'm <i>upset</i>, and someone won't let me chill the fuck out." She pushed away from the tank and made as if to storm off. He grabbed her arm in desperation and she stopped to stare at him in disgust. "Again?"
"Sorry," he muttered, relaxing his hold on her. Elly immediately slipped away and out into the night. He followed quickly and found her staring up at the crow's nest where they usually slept, her eyes far away.
"It's not going to make everything perfect immediately again even if you apologize."
"I <i>know</i>." Zoro slumped against the mast, swearing sulfurously under his breath for a minute. Then, so low she almost didn't hear, "I fucked up and I'm sorry. I get why you don't want to, but you can come up whever you want. To sleep. Just sleep."
Her ears perked and she stared at him, amazed. But before she could say anything he pointed up at the crow's nest. "Good night, cat." He turned and gripped a rung on the ladder, but there was a long, awkward pause as he held the position. Elly waited, and while she was bewildered by his grudging apology she staggered at what came next.
He turned his head, his body visibly tensing as he flexed powerful muscles in preparation to climb as fast as possible. "I love you."
And he was gone, pulling himself up to his room and slamming the door.
She stood there letting the sea breeze whip her short, purple hair around her ears. One hand reached out to grasp the railing and she leaned against it for support. "What the <i>hell</i> just happened?"
Wanting to clarify and needing to hear those words again, she clambered up the mast to their room.
"All right, you big brute, why?"
"What." He rolled out the futon with a raised eyebrow.
"Did you mean it?"
He held up one hand. "I didn't say it to get laid."
"Oh." She sounded uncertain but rested her head on the pillow. His tone was one she was familiar with: he was done answering questions. "Well, then, good night."
Zoro snorted and rolled over away from her.
Feeling hurt all over again she curled into a ball and tried to force herself to sleep. It didn't come easy, but she eventually drifted off.
Elly woke up as the morning sunlight bathed her face in warmth. She stretched carefully, frowning when she didn't feel Zoro's large presence beside her. She turned sleepily around and her brow furrowed harder when she saw she really was alone.
"Where'd you go," she mumbled.
"C'mon, cat." He grunted as he dug around through the dresser for fresh clothing. "You're pissed at me. Why would I risk a faceful of claws? I told you we were only sleeping."
"Yeah. You did." Elly sighed, but shook herself and then stood up. "But you also said..." She trailed off, shaking her head. "Maybe I imagined it."
Still, she sat with him at breakfast instead of avoiding the big man, which he considered a win. He was also much quicker to pick up on the fact that he'd better keep making an effort or he'd lose all his momentum.
Zoro finished his plate and pushed it back, picking up his mug instead. He took several large swallows, set it down and scratched his chest, looking around. "Hey, cook - is there more coffee?"
Sanji was about to let fly with a snarky comment when he saw the big man curl an arm casually around Elly's shoulders. She glanced up at him quickly, surprised, but he was staring blandly at Sanji. Elly sighed and relaxed comfortably against his side, something they had been doing for months but never in front of the crew.
"Here," the chef muttered instead, shoving the half-empty pot at him.
"Thanks."
Elly kept staring at him after that. He noticed but said nothing, preferring to work out in silence while she lay nearby in the sun. Afterwards, however, he approached her with a questioning look in his eye.
"Can we maybe... <i>don't laugh</i>," she warned him.
"I won't."
"I want you to hold me like you used to. If it's okay," she rushed on. "If it's something you want, too."
Elly was enfolded in a tight embrace almost before she'd finished talking. "That's good," she sighed happily. "That's a good start again."